thanx mum and pops.

you guys are the best.;)

I wasn't born wild you know you raised me right
But the roads of KUALA LUMPUR called me into the night
From the coke and the weed and ecstacy
I'm lost in the streets but you still remain next to me
The blood that I bleed it flows through your veins
Even in my lowest point I can still hear your words to my brain 


You're the reason I believe you're the reason I sing
You're the reason angels tangle me in heavenly things
It's been a long road so hard and cold 
But you keepin' me warm with your heart of gold 


It's unconditional hey the sun shines when I see a smile on your face 
You love music so I put it in song 

one simple talk could change everything.

open your mind and you'll find this sign

And I just can't keep living this way
So starting today, I'm breaking out of this cage
I'm standing up, Im gonna face my demons
I'm manning up, Im gonna hold my ground
I've had enough, now I'm so fed up
Time to put my life back together right now

you've been through what i've been through.

thanks for sharing the talk.

especially for u nina.;)

 i <3 u

hey sweetheart ;)

dont fell guilty or bad about yourself ok.

i am just going to be fine.

dont worry.

i don't like you blaming yourself and saying stupid things about yourself.

i love you just the way you are.

the way you laugh.

the way u walk with me with our hands together.

the way u cuddle.

the way u talk.

the way u say my name and shouting 'oi oi' haha

you are perfect syg

maybe im not perfect enough to capture your heart ;(

but time will pass and things will change

and i hope someday i can have you right in my arms

holding u tightly

and never let go

and if i had you

thats all i need.

but IF I HAD YOU

and i hope someday i will nina.

i will.;) 

 

nothingness is better than emotions.

 fuyooo.haha.;p

Love is for those who care
hate is for those who hate
friends are those who will be there till the end
parents are those to say never be late
You said you loved me because you cared
but at the same time you said you hated me
as long as your there i will never leave

You say u love me
then u play games with my heart
and eventually tear it all
you said u would always love me
I thought it was true
but all it was was u being you
I will always love you no matter what
this may be true
even though u always turn me blue

but its ok

i have a heart of ice now

so dont worry
its my mistake though for falling for u
damn it!
-________________-

angel or devil?

WHICH ONE TO CHOOSE?

mane satu ni?alaaaa.;p

DEVIL : stop thinking about her and move on lah smyle.  its no big deal.;)

ANGEL : dont stop and keep trying.  there is still a chance.

DEVIL : kau jgn nk merepek bole x?  bazir mase lah.

ANGEL : its not going to be a waste of time.  trust me.

DEVIL : you're young.  dont waste your life being a jerk waiting for someone.  just moveon.

SMYLE : guys,  jgn nk bergaduh bole x?  aku samurai gak due2.huh.  give me time bole x?

DEVIL : ok.so which one?

ANGEL : so,  which one?  me or him?

SMYLE : ok.  im young and ive got nothing to lose.  lets just follow your trail devil and see what happens.;)  yeah.  ive got my guitar and my friends so ive got nothing to lose lah kan.  eventhough it hurts a bit lah.;(

DEVIL : kau rilek dh lah.  nk sedih2 plak.  chill.  enjoy.  next week kan speedzone.hehe.;p

SMYLE TO HER : thanx for the sweet memories eventhough its just for one day.  owh btw, we're still friends.  owh and i do really miss you though.;)  my hopes of you loving me as i love you should be the thing of the past right now.;)

all i wanted is you.

;p

I hope that one day you'll come to realize,
How perfect you are when seen through my eyes

Dark turned to light,

Grey turned to blue,

Lost became found,

That's when I met you.

ill wait for u.

ok guys.korg terbaik.;)

smyle.mario.

friendship is something to hold on to

but for me, thats not the case

cause i dont feel that i need to keep

something that can't be erased

i find it hard to describe 

this thing that we share

especially when there's nothing else

that ever could compare

bear.hafifi.ekerm.kuyu.

cak.sheikh.

she melts me.;p

Today I have seen
the charm, the beauty,
the unfathomable grace
of the face
that I was looking for

Today I have found you
and those who laughed
and scorned me yesterday
are sorry that they were not looking
as I did

My heart has burned with passion
and has searched forever
for this wondrous beauty
that I now behold

I am ashamed
to call this love human
and afraid of God
to call it divine

You have breathed new life into me
I have become your sunshine
and also your shadow

My soul is screaming in ecstasy ;p
Every fiber of my being
is in love with you

i <3 u

will you be mine? ;)

two can play that game.;)

booyah.;D

Playing for the high one, dancing with the devil,

Going with the flow, it's all a game to me,

Seven or Eleven, snake eyes watching you,

Double up or quit, double stakes or split,

The Ace Of Spades

the only card i need.

play the dice.;)

im gonna hit the jackpot.;p

My heartbeat* beats me senselessly
Why’s everything got to be so intense with me
I’m trying to handle all this unpredictability
In all probability

It’s a long shot and I say why not
If I say forget it I know that I’ll regret it
It’s a long shot just to beat the odds
The chance is we won't make it
But I know if I don't take there's no chance
But you're the best I've got
So take the long shot

someday.;D

cheers sweetheart.;)

How many special people change
How many lives are living strange
Where were you when we were getting high?
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannon ball
Where were you while we were getting high?

Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova
A champagne supernova in the sky 

you're a magnet.

these flowers are for u.;p

 don’t know but I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you dropping so quickly
Maybe I should keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I know you better
I am trying
Not to tell you but I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about you
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you

for u.;)

AS IF BY MAGIC

the past.;)

And although, you're the only home I know
As if by magic, thoughts of you are gone
And now, I'm keeping my head in the clouds
And it's not so tragic, if I don't look down

Submerging from your world
And back into my bliss
A day rolled into one
Is burning on my lips
Blurring all your words
Until they don't exist
And in a parallel universe
It's me you can't resist

p/s i once love u.but not now.;)

dont worry.it always happen.trust me.

KARMA

What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.

u hit me, i hit u back.

simple.

;)

heart shaped box.

she eyes me like a Pisces
i've been locked inside your heart shaped box
i've been drawn into your magnet tar pit
i wish i could eat your cancer when you turn black

yeah, im talking to u cigarrettes.;p