thanx mum and pops.

you guys are the best.;)

I wasn't born wild you know you raised me right
But the roads of KUALA LUMPUR called me into the night
From the coke and the weed and ecstacy
I'm lost in the streets but you still remain next to me
The blood that I bleed it flows through your veins
Even in my lowest point I can still hear your words to my brain 


You're the reason I believe you're the reason I sing
You're the reason angels tangle me in heavenly things
It's been a long road so hard and cold 
But you keepin' me warm with your heart of gold 


It's unconditional hey the sun shines when I see a smile on your face 
You love music so I put it in song 

one simple talk could change everything.

open your mind and you'll find this sign

And I just can't keep living this way
So starting today, I'm breaking out of this cage
I'm standing up, Im gonna face my demons
I'm manning up, Im gonna hold my ground
I've had enough, now I'm so fed up
Time to put my life back together right now

you've been through what i've been through.

thanks for sharing the talk.

especially for u nina.;)

 i <3 u

hey sweetheart ;)

dont fell guilty or bad about yourself ok.

i am just going to be fine.

dont worry.

i don't like you blaming yourself and saying stupid things about yourself.

i love you just the way you are.

the way you laugh.

the way u walk with me with our hands together.

the way u cuddle.

the way u talk.

the way u say my name and shouting 'oi oi' haha

you are perfect syg

maybe im not perfect enough to capture your heart ;(

but time will pass and things will change

and i hope someday i can have you right in my arms

holding u tightly

and never let go

and if i had you

thats all i need.

but IF I HAD YOU

and i hope someday i will nina.

i will.;) 

 

nothingness is better than emotions.

 fuyooo.haha.;p

Love is for those who care
hate is for those who hate
friends are those who will be there till the end
parents are those to say never be late
You said you loved me because you cared
but at the same time you said you hated me
as long as your there i will never leave

You say u love me
then u play games with my heart
and eventually tear it all
you said u would always love me
I thought it was true
but all it was was u being you
I will always love you no matter what
this may be true
even though u always turn me blue

but its ok

i have a heart of ice now

so dont worry
its my mistake though for falling for u
damn it!
-________________-

angel or devil?

WHICH ONE TO CHOOSE?

mane satu ni?alaaaa.;p

DEVIL : stop thinking about her and move on lah smyle.  its no big deal.;)

ANGEL : dont stop and keep trying.  there is still a chance.

DEVIL : kau jgn nk merepek bole x?  bazir mase lah.

ANGEL : its not going to be a waste of time.  trust me.

DEVIL : you're young.  dont waste your life being a jerk waiting for someone.  just moveon.

SMYLE : guys,  jgn nk bergaduh bole x?  aku samurai gak due2.huh.  give me time bole x?

DEVIL : ok.so which one?

ANGEL : so,  which one?  me or him?

SMYLE : ok.  im young and ive got nothing to lose.  lets just follow your trail devil and see what happens.;)  yeah.  ive got my guitar and my friends so ive got nothing to lose lah kan.  eventhough it hurts a bit lah.;(

DEVIL : kau rilek dh lah.  nk sedih2 plak.  chill.  enjoy.  next week kan speedzone.hehe.;p

SMYLE TO HER : thanx for the sweet memories eventhough its just for one day.  owh btw, we're still friends.  owh and i do really miss you though.;)  my hopes of you loving me as i love you should be the thing of the past right now.;)

all i wanted is you.

;p

I hope that one day you'll come to realize,
How perfect you are when seen through my eyes

Dark turned to light,

Grey turned to blue,

Lost became found,

That's when I met you.

ill wait for u.

ok guys.korg terbaik.;)

smyle.mario.

friendship is something to hold on to

but for me, thats not the case

cause i dont feel that i need to keep

something that can't be erased

i find it hard to describe 

this thing that we share

especially when there's nothing else

that ever could compare

bear.hafifi.ekerm.kuyu.

cak.sheikh.