finally.

finally.

ive said all the words i wanted to say to you.

and it feel alot more better rather then keeping those feelings inside.

back to business smyle.

keep cool and rave on.;)

cold world kid.

its been months since i wrote here.

i have a lot of things to tell but its kind of hard to express them in words.

so i try my best.;)

yeah.;)

i may not be the best person in the world.

but still, i lived my life doing everything i want.

there's one important you should know about me dear reader.

IM NOT GOOD IN RELATIONSHIPS.

yeah.

everything was fine.i think so.-.-'

the problem is i just cant get her out of my head.

and this is really depressing.

usually, i dont give a fuck about all these shitty feelings.

they will pass by as life goes on.

maybe im stuck here in this fucked up college, that make me be this way.

i dont know.

we used to talk.

we used to have dinner together.

we used to make time for each other.

but now, everythings changed.

im the one who's giving all the attention but its only one sided.

maybe im just not too good for you.

yeah, i think so.

there's a lot of people better then me here.

im not as attractive as they are.

im not as smart as they are.

im not as cool as they are.

im just being original.

but the most important thing is, i do care about you.

thats all.

im always there when you need me but you just didn't notice that i guess.

you're busy with all the popularity and stuff going on around here.

thats ok.

life goes on.theres no use for me to regret anything.

alter ego.

hello blog.i kinda miss u.;)

tomorrow im going to face my first final paper.

hope everythings gonna be alright.

but usually they dont.haha.

just hoping that luck is on my side for the rest of the week.;D

ok.quit the blabbering about finals.

so here's the story.;)

don't.nothing last forever.;)

as we get through this life.

things come and go as quickly as the night and day pass by.

you grow older and matured everyday.

but your ego stay the same kid.

eventhough you're hurt inside.

you just act normal and play your role like you should everyday.

you hide your feelings.

and that really drains your emotions towards everything.

as time pass by, you just care about yourself and don't give a fuck to others.

you get just what you think about.

and all you think about is yourself.

lower it down abit will you?

you're gonna be fine.don't worry smyle.;)

black fairy tales and white lies.

its been long enough since i update my blog.

for the past few months, im just living my life as it should be.

ok here's the story.;)

i need to smoke during i write.;p

words do not describe the feelings of my heart

i never shared my feelings

just concealing them in my mind

life is just passing with each season

like my soul and the rest that work and turn

looking to hope of gladness

loving all that which is in sight

dreams are all longing for

and we pray for it to come true

and the mind and the heart has many turns

and it would be better if these feelings were eliminated

she's not your wonderwall brah.

unlucky u.

p/s : do check out my tumblr yaw ;D

       http://ihateyourstupidlife.tumblr.com/

again.

puteri nurul nabila.

It's so long now
since I gave up my heart 
I've kept the light down 
I don't wanna get it hard 
So let me tell you now 
I just wanna be sure 
that you won't hurt me 
Can you promise me that? 

Falling in love again 
ain't nothing I can do 
Falling in love again, girl 

this time it's with you 
When I fall 
it's always the same 
and I'm so tired 
of playing this game, yeah 

falling in LOVE again.

LMFAO.

19 JANNUARY 2011

 lmfao.

Walk-in the club, with that attitude,

 that I’m in love, I’m in love with you
I’m on the floor and I bust my moves,

 you getting horny can I control you
No the girl and girl give me your bootay,

 let me slap it, like I was your daddy,
She, she wants me badly cuzz I’m more than god.

p/s: overall rating; 6.5/10. 

the cigarette story.

hard die smoker.haha.

fresh start for 2011.

.DASH BERLIN.

boom.

All my life i have been searching

For someone honest just like you

You left me here without a reason

Every tear belongs to you

I’ll be waiting

Till the sky falls down

Till you come around, baby

TRANCE ♥

driving license.

peugeot 206 convertible 

my mom : "u already got your license?"

me :  "no.why?"

my mom : "im buying a car for you. peugeot convertible."

me : "SERIOUSLY?"

my mom : "ya. but since u dont have your license yet. xbole lah."

me : *DOWN.

FUCK U DRIVING LICENSE!

sideview.

backview.

goodbye 2010.hello 2011.

i'll make a blast out of you.

2010 WAS A HELL OF A YEAR.

STUDIES.

spm 2009.

UNIVERSITI TEKNOLOGI PETRONAS.

PARTIES

speedzone genting 2010. 

speedzone kl live 2010.

MTV world stage 2010.

recharge kl live 2010.

GODSKITCHEN BOOMBOX 2010-the best!

freedom 360 kl live.

RELATIONSHIPS AND FRIENDS.

nina asyuk.

shasha sharif.

nina rashid. ;)

farah nabilah.

ulul azmi.

you guys are the best.

aqim, alfiq, faiz.-my partypeople.haha.

CHEERS FOR A NEW YEAR AND ANOTHER CHANCE FOR US TO GET IT RIGHT.

LOTS OF LOVE,

SMYLE.

                                                                                                          

just another ordinary guy who lives a life full of excitement.             

                                                                                                                                                    

life as it should be.

hit it.

I'm feeling rough, I'm feeling raw, I'm in the prime of my LIFE.
Let's make some MUSIC,make some MONEY,

find some models for wives.
I'll move to Paris, shoot some HEROIN, and fuck with the STARS.
You man the island and the COCAINE and the elegant cars.

This is our DECISION, to LIVE FAST AND DIE YOUNG.
We've got the VISION, now let's have some FUN.
Yeah, it's overwhelming, but what else can we do.
Get jobs in offices, and wake up for the morning commute.

I'll miss the playgrounds and the animals and digging up worms
I'll miss the comfort of my mother and the weight of the world
I'll miss my sister, miss my father, miss my dog and my home
Yeah, I'll miss the boredom and the FREEDOM and the time spent alone.

There's really nothing, nothing we can do
LOVE must be forgotten, LIFE can always start up anew.
The models will have children, we'll get a divorce
We'll find some more models, EVERYTHING MUST RUN IT'S COURSE.

teach me as time passed by.

i guess you're the same.

School's such a bore, melancholic, and old -
The exciting is past and the gossip's all told.
Teachers, they play on their computers all day;
While the kids talk as though they always had something to say.
Bullies roam free, girlfriends not true,
Good students (or saints) are understandably few.
While some rough guys constantly feud.
Hey, I'm keeping a good attitude.

I'm still a teenager.

and i am learning from my mistakes.

words.

ill play your words.;)

everybody wants to talk about love
but it takes a lot to give
everybody wants to talk about faith
but it takes a lot to risk

everybody is laughing out loud
to hide all the fear they feel
everybody has made up their minds
on what to believe is real

 everybody wants to dream about dreams

 but they take a lot to hold 

everybody bets on a sure thing 

but it takes guts not to fold 

there is a person inside a name
it’s harder to face
pray for conversion
but you don’t know what for

 you say your heart is unchangeable 

but your words mean nothing to me 

the only word that has a meaning to me

is mine

say what you want to say

i dont even care

i'll be me

and thats it

lomo loco.

the photographer behind the pictures.

ARTWORK BY KUMA

i dont have the skills and arts of taking pictures but i really liked lomographic pictures.

suke lah gmbar2 kau gemok.;D

cakes for your loved ones.

for those who love to play games

music lovers.

photographer.

millionaire.

if you're in love with the dentist.;p

cool freaks.

corset piercing.cool.;D

the song of the needle

is the song of my heart

and my love of the pain

meets my love of the art

the liquid, fresh ink

tells of my thirst

and i drink of my passion

until my heart burst

and the colours of joy

can be seen on my skin

brilliant as sunrise

delicious as sin

what is it like kissing someone with a tongue like this?-.-

this is freakingly sexy.;D

tumblr.

tumblr-ing is fun right?

my brother told me to join tumblr coz he said it was so damn fucking cool.

and i did.

and oh yeah.its so damn fucking cool.

hahaha.

btw some of the post on the tumblr will be reviewed more in this blog.

just check it out. 

ihateyourstupidlife.tumblr.com

if you like it. follow it.

if you hate it. like i care.haha.

"it's my life im gonna do what i do.if you dont like it its cool.FUCK U." - pitbull

nice one for the ladies.

eight legged freak.

girls who loves to play their boys.haha.

environmental friendly i guess.

killer heels.;p

partypeople.;D