finally.

finally.

ive said all the words i wanted to say to you.

and it feel alot more better rather then keeping those feelings inside.

back to business smyle.

keep cool and rave on.;)

cold world kid.

its been months since i wrote here.

i have a lot of things to tell but its kind of hard to express them in words.

so i try my best.;)

yeah.;)

i may not be the best person in the world.

but still, i lived my life doing everything i want.

there's one important you should know about me dear reader.

IM NOT GOOD IN RELATIONSHIPS.

yeah.

everything was fine.i think so.-.-'

the problem is i just cant get her out of my head.

and this is really depressing.

usually, i dont give a fuck about all these shitty feelings.

they will pass by as life goes on.

maybe im stuck here in this fucked up college, that make me be this way.

i dont know.

we used to talk.

we used to have dinner together.

we used to make time for each other.

but now, everythings changed.

im the one who's giving all the attention but its only one sided.

maybe im just not too good for you.

yeah, i think so.

there's a lot of people better then me here.

im not as attractive as they are.

im not as smart as they are.

im not as cool as they are.

im just being original.

but the most important thing is, i do care about you.

thats all.

im always there when you need me but you just didn't notice that i guess.

you're busy with all the popularity and stuff going on around here.

thats ok.

life goes on.theres no use for me to regret anything.

alter ego.

hello blog.i kinda miss u.;)

tomorrow im going to face my first final paper.

hope everythings gonna be alright.

but usually they dont.haha.

just hoping that luck is on my side for the rest of the week.;D

ok.quit the blabbering about finals.

so here's the story.;)

don't.nothing last forever.;)

as we get through this life.

things come and go as quickly as the night and day pass by.

you grow older and matured everyday.

but your ego stay the same kid.

eventhough you're hurt inside.

you just act normal and play your role like you should everyday.

you hide your feelings.

and that really drains your emotions towards everything.

as time pass by, you just care about yourself and don't give a fuck to others.

you get just what you think about.

and all you think about is yourself.

lower it down abit will you?

you're gonna be fine.don't worry smyle.;)

black fairy tales and white lies.

its been long enough since i update my blog.

for the past few months, im just living my life as it should be.

ok here's the story.;)

i need to smoke during i write.;p

words do not describe the feelings of my heart

i never shared my feelings

just concealing them in my mind

life is just passing with each season

like my soul and the rest that work and turn

looking to hope of gladness

loving all that which is in sight

dreams are all longing for

and we pray for it to come true

and the mind and the heart has many turns

and it would be better if these feelings were eliminated

she's not your wonderwall brah.

unlucky u.

p/s : do check out my tumblr yaw ;D

       http://ihateyourstupidlife.tumblr.com/

again.

puteri nurul nabila.

It's so long now
since I gave up my heart 
I've kept the light down 
I don't wanna get it hard 
So let me tell you now 
I just wanna be sure 
that you won't hurt me 
Can you promise me that? 

Falling in love again 
ain't nothing I can do 
Falling in love again, girl 

this time it's with you 
When I fall 
it's always the same 
and I'm so tired 
of playing this game, yeah 

falling in LOVE again.

LMFAO.

19 JANNUARY 2011

 lmfao.

Walk-in the club, with that attitude,

 that I’m in love, I’m in love with you
I’m on the floor and I bust my moves,

 you getting horny can I control you
No the girl and girl give me your bootay,

 let me slap it, like I was your daddy,
She, she wants me badly cuzz I’m more than god.

p/s: overall rating; 6.5/10. 

the cigarette story.

hard die smoker.haha.